Wednesday, June 08, 2005
what if you didnt have long to live
good, bad?
good, ya, coz you wont be suffering no more
bad, coz if you died early then s'okay, but when you start having dreams and aspirations
then she/he make you return
life aint good after all
and im just wondering... when is that day gonna arrive
when you dont have long to live
you ll see things in a different way
so what about death and dying
to live is to die, to love is to cry
everyone takes life for granted. tell me, isnt it true that almost no one think about their parents?
the people around me have nice parents.. who love their children in differnt ways, some so unique their children reject, but its hard to change
if ure born stubborn, its not easy to change BUT its not impossible
just that, in this current world, who has the time ? more important is money. no money... no nothing
i sound so darn morbid.
i am not ashamed to annouce that i still do love him, even though we are just not meant for each other, its nothing wrong to love someone
i may never have the chance to say sorry
but i will try
before i lose the ability to
its not that i dont wanna study, its not that i wanna play all the time
once u start losing hope, its a downward spiral
...
im bone-weary
its totally no fun smiling or deceiving myself
that day will come
someday.
when? maybe not as far as i think it is
i still love you, ill love you till my dying day
xoxo
joce-lyn, eshtrella, ke.
10:02 PM
